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  • A Novel Holiday: Now out on Kindle, Kindle Unlimited, and paperback!

    December 2nd, 2024

    Release day was yesterday! I am thrilled with the response to those few who have already read and left ratings and/or reviews. Thank you for taking the time to do so!  If you haven’t already downloaded it, click the title to download A Novel Holiday! If you haven’t been around for the preview, click for the Prologue, Chapter 1, and Chapter 2. Chapter 3 will be posted below just in case you’re on the fence 😉

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    Chapter 3

    Will

    October 20

    I stood on the sidewalk while I stared at the façade of the Buttercream Beanery and sighed. Of course, Georgiana would want her birthday cake from this particular bakery—of course, she had no idea what I’d said when Jane told me who I’d been talking to at the charity gala either. I’d be fortunate if Liz—Elizabeth Bennet—hadn’t put laxatives in any food she served me. I hadn’t missed the narrowing of her eyes when she’d heard my comment, and no one in eyeshot would’ve missed the roll of her eyes as she’d laughed and turned toward the bar to face away from me.

    My behavior was abominable. I could admit it. Yes, I was shocked to know “Liz” was in fact Elizabeth Bennet, but I could’ve handled it better; not that I’d say as much to her! If I’d insulted my housekeeper, Mrs. Reynolds, that way, she would’ve baked my favorite brownies and put as much chocolate-flavored laxative in them as possible. and I have no doubt I’d be stuck on the toilet for days while I cried like a toddler. Mrs. Reynolds was like a second mother to me and had witnessed on occasion my less-than-sociable side, which she despised. As a teenager, she’d once hauled me out of a party at our home by my ear to read me the riot act over my haughty behavior. She’d have done it at the gala too if she’d been there to witness it.

    Enough with the stalling! I sucked in a breath in case Liz was in the shop. Maybe she wasn’t and I’d get in and out without her ever knowing. My palms were coated in a sheen of sweat. Why was I so nervous? Yes, my aim was to avoid her. The problem remained: how do you avoid someone in their own place of business?

    After I climbed the steps, I waited for a mother and daughter to exit before I stepped inside. The rich aroma of fresh espresso and decadent pastries hit me in a wave and beckoned me to take in a huge breath while I glanced around the interior.

    The space was large and bright and likely took up the entire first floor of the building. Pristine white walls gave the shop a clean aesthetic with pale slate-blue accents and several windows that provided a view into a courtyard set up with brick pavers and large urns filled to the brim with autumn-colored mums, decorative brown grasses, and a colorful pumpkin here and there.

    To the left was the entrance to Novel Books, the bookstore, while a large counter ran across the back wall and curved around the right corner of the shop. To the left, a display case filled with pastries, cupcakes, cookies, and cakes invited customers to indulge in every decadent chocolate and sugary morsel followed by the coffee bar and the registers before the counter where drinks were picked up near the door to the courtyard. Tables filled the rest of the interior but weren’t so packed people couldn’t walk through. To bring a touch of the season to the space, an orange pumpkin decorated with flowers adorned a place near the registers as well as smaller pumpkins, autumn flowers, and other décor that were sprinkled throughout.

    My eyebrows were surely high on my forehead. I was impressed. When I’d heard Philips had given the go-ahead for a bakery and café, this hadn’t been what I’d envisioned. Liz had done exceptionally well. Even during the middle of the workday, people sat and drank coffee not only inside but also in the courtyard, men and women in business attire hurried in to grab coffee before rushing off to who knows where, and a few mothers allowed their young children to select sweets from the array of cupcakes and cookies on display. Liz had created a thriving business, but why had she stopped at one location? With the success she had here, why not market the same business plan in another part of the city? She was missing a golden opportunity!

    As I stood, no doubt gaping at the sight in front of me, my gaze came to an abrupt halt at a familiar ebony-haired beauty, who wore an elaborate black witch costume, a tall hat perched on her head. Liz stood about ten feet away, one eyebrow arched just so, and her arms crossed over her chest. Shit! I was busted.

    “Is there something you needed, Mr. Darcy?” My spine stiffened like someone had scraped her pointed green fingernails down a chalkboard. I much preferred when she called me “Will.” I also preferred a more friendly tone, but what could I expect after the gala?

    I shifted on my feet. “My sister has raved about the cakes from here since not long after she started Julliard. Her birthday is next month, and I wanted to order a custom cake.”

    This time, her eyebrows shot up. “From my bakery? Notwithstanding your sister’s praises, I would’ve thought you’d rather purchase from anywhere else in New York. Once, you were hoping our business would fail, weren’t you? Or maybe you still are. You also seem to know my sister—which is not an item in your favor.”

    With a sigh, I prayed for patience. “Yes, Pemberley Books has hoped to acquire Novel Books. Your uncle’s bookstore is large enough to make it difficult to open our own location on the Upper West Side much less Manhattan. We did our research, and your uncle cornered the market here decades ago. Novel Books is big enough that we would be in direct competition. Buying this store out and converting it would’ve been much simpler; however, with your uncle’s death, we shelved the idea to see what happened with the lawsuit brought by your parents—”

    “Who were represented by my sister Jane.”

    “Yes, Charles Bingley, Pemberley’s legal counsel and a long-time friend, had the information on the trust and your inheritance of it from your sister. He has since become engaged to her.”

    Liz shook her head with what had to be a snort. “Good luck to him. He’s going to need it. My sister cares about no one but herself.”

    Although I’d met Jane only a handful of times, I’d guessed as much. Bingley was entirely too cheerful, but he did have an impressive demeanor in court. He could argue his way out of most situations—and had never paid for a speeding ticket despite his perpetually heavy foot.

    “I’m not friends with your sister if that helps.”

    “One mark in your favor.” She pursed her lips to one side for a moment. “Fine, have a seat.” She pulled out a chair at a nearby table before saying a few words to the girl behind the counter. A binder was handed to her, and she made her way back, sitting in the chair beside me.

    “Before we get started, would you like a cup of coffee? I had come to grab one before helping to set up for the event.”

    I glanced at the extensive chalkboard menu that covered the back wall. “You have peaberry coffee?”

    “Yes, it’s imported from Costa Rica.”

    I loved peaberry but most of the larger chain coffee shops didn’t carry it. “I’d like a cup of that.” I started to stand. “Here, I’ll come up so I can pay.”

    She held up a hand. “I offered, Mr. Darcy. We’ll consider ourselves even after the Scotch you purchased at the gala.”

    I frowned. “That was to make up for breaking your shoe.”

    “I’d had those heels for a couple of years, and they weren’t expensive. No need to make up for what I probably should’ve replaced long ago.”

    Before I could respond, she whirled around in a swish of black satin and some frilly fabric I didn’t know the name of. What was it about Liz that made my tongue thicken in my mouth and my brain muddle? I didn’t have this problem at the gala—not this bad anyway.

    She spoke to one of the girls behind the register then returned. “We have a full staff behind the counter, and it gets crowded, even without this dress I’m wearing, so Mia will brew our drinks and bring them over.

    “That’s an interesting outfit. Is that your normal work attire?”

    She sat stiff and didn’t even crack the tiniest of smiles. “I’m reading for one of the Halloween story events at two.” She flipped open the book. “Do you want a fall-themed or a traditional birthday cake?”

    “My sister is gluten-free.”

    “That’s not a problem. Eight months ago, our renovations on the third floor of this building were completed, and we’ve now a dedicated gluten-free space as well as a peanut-free space, and every order is boxed or wrapped before being brought down for sale.”

    My eyebrows lifted. “That’s an expensive endeavor.”

    “Word of our gluten-free cakes spread, and the pantry-sized space we were using hadn’t been adequate for some time.” She pushed the binder in front of me. “These are the birthday designs we currently offer.”

    I turned from page to page, finally stopping on a cake where the icing at the bottom was piped on to look resemble a beehive, the cake showing through for contrast. The pattern gave way to the icing at the top where a pair of bees decorated the confection. White flowers gave an extra touch and a nice decorative element. “Georgiana would adore this. She loves bees.”

    Liz frowned. “Georgiana? Do you mean Gigi; a tall, thin girl who talks about almost nothing but the piano?”

    I opened up my phone and showed Liz a picture from her last performance.

    “Your sister is Gigi. She’s so sweet and kind. What happened?” The slight curve to one side of Liz’s lips gave away her tease. “Never mind, I shouldn’t have said that anyway. Forgive me. So, if this is for Gigi, you’ll need a vanilla sponge with hazelnut buttercream. I’ll add a little Frangelico to the buttercream for the center filling as long as that’s okay with you.”

    “It sounds amazing, but you’re going to make her cake?” It was a legitimate question. How often did the owner get down and dirty in the trenches?

    “My uncle made me attend the Cordon Bleu in London for over a year to learn the nuances of baking and pastries, and I absolutely loved every moment. When I started Buttercream Beanery, it was just me and Char, my assistant, in the kitchen. We have more employees now, of course, or we’d never keep up with the demands of the café or custom orders, but I still bake every morning. Most of the bookstore business is tended to later in the afternoon. Char and I both collaborate on the menus and specials for the coffee shop business—the sandwiches and salads served at lunch, as well as the cakes and pastries we offer in the shop.

    “We have extensive kitchens between the baking and kitchen space on the first and second floor to the dedicated allergy kitchen and baking spaces on the third floor. I’ve never handed over the management of the Buttercream Beanery to another. I have a manager who makes the schedules for the front of the house. Char is my back-up in the kitchens.”

    “Which is why you haven’t opened another location yet. Right?”

    She clamped her lips shut and pulled a tablet from under the binder. “You need one Bees Knees cake, vanilla with hazelnut buttercream and a Frangelico filling. When did you need it?” I sat back. Was she always so defensive with everyone or just me? Her tone was more relaxed and open with Marianne King, at least the little I’d overheard.

    “October 31st.”

    She winced. “Oh, that must suck having your birthday on Halloween.”

    “My parents always put my sister’s birthday first. She never had to share anything with the holiday like those who have their birthdays close to Christmas.”

    Liz’s shoulders relaxed a little. “I love that they put her first. Your sister’s a sweet girl. She deserves to be made a fuss over.”

    “I have to ask; how do you know one customer among so many?” I couldn’t name a customer, not that I spent much time in our stores.

    “That’s easy. She came in all upset one day. I served her some coffee and a piece of cake, and she told me about a boy who’d made fun of her. I played the part of big sister and told her he wasn’t worth her time, and that one day, he’d no doubt live to regret his words. I believe it was her first week at Julliard. The next day, she came in as she did the day after. By the end of the week, she’d brought in a friend she’d made. Since then, she comes in frequently, and almost always with others from her classes. They study, have coffee and talk, and sometimes have lunch.”

    “She’d mentioned what happened the first day,” I said, “but never about you. I remember being surprised she’d come to such a mature outlook without talking to me or our housekeeper, who’s like a second mother to us both.”

    The sparkle in Liz’s eyes dimmed some. “Gigi told me about your parents. I’m sorry.”

    My insides gave a jump at the mention of my mother and father. Georgiana rarely mentioned them to anyone unless she trusted that person completely. How’d I never known of her friendship with Elizabeth Bennet?

    “Thank you.”

    She cleared her throat. “Anyway, what time do you want to pick this up?”

    “It’s a Saturday evening party. Why don’t you come? You can bring the cake with you, and I’m sure Georgiana would love to have you there.” I gave a start. Had I just invited Liz to the party? Where had that come from?

    Liz’s chin hitched back. “Okay, first, I’m not a delivery service; however, if that’s requested, I can accommodate you. We have a company we hire out to at an extra charge. And second, Gigi hasn’t invited me.”

    “So, it’ll be a surprise.”

    She shook her head. “I don’t want to crash a party.”

    “You won’t be.” I leaned forward and set my arms on the table. “Look, Georgiana never speaks of our parents to anyone—except maybe me and Mrs. Reynolds. The fact that she talked to you about them says loads about her trust in you.” Which was true.

    “I caught her at a particularly vulnerable moment.”

    “And have you talked to her since?”

    Her eyebrows drew down a little in the middle. “What do you mean?”

    “I mean does Georgiana seek you out or speak to you when she comes into the shop?”

    One shoulder lifted. “Well, yes.”

    “How often?”

    She blew out a breath and sat back. “I see her a few times a week.”

    “Then I think you should come.” I was going to be extraordinarily uncomfortable, but I’d already issued the invitation. I wasn’t going to take it back. Besides, inviting Liz wasn’t about me. Georgiana had never had an easy time making friends. Even if Liz was somewhat older, I’d move heaven and earth to ensure my little sister was happy at her party. What doting big brother wouldn’t?

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  • Coming Soon! Preview of A Novel Holiday: Chapter 1

    November 25th, 2024

    Hi all! I’ve got a new one coming out December 1st! I love a good modern when I’ve been in a Regency writing bout, and other than Catching Lizzy late last year, I’ve been eating, breathing, and writing Regency (and swimming) for a while now. A modern was long overdue!

    If you missed the Prologue, it’s up on Austen Variations. Just click here!

    If you’d like to follow along with my Pinterest Inspiration Board, click here!

    To those who are sensitive to it, this book does contain some swearing and adult scenes.

    Chapter 1

    October 11th (present day)-six months later

    I stepped into the glittering ballroom and scanned those dressed in their finest tuxes and gowns while they milled around the room and gathered in small groups to chat about this or that. Waiters dressed in solid black wove through the guests with sparkling crystal glasses of champagne while a long oak bar along the right side of the enormous room beckoned to those who craved something stronger. 

    God, I missed Zio! While I held onto his arm, he would walk me through the room, whispering his scathing criticisms of those he disliked and ensuring I was introduced to those he tolerated. My uncle could navigate a room and avoid every pitfall and snake in the grass with an ease and grace I’d always envied.

    Now, as I watched the crowd, my stomach was tight, and my fingers gripped my clutch so that the beading dug into my flesh without mercy. It wasn’t that I disliked parties, per se, but a charity gala with the supposed social “elite” wasn’t something I’d become accustomed to. Would I ever get used to this?

    “Lizzy!” Marianne King, heiress to a magazine conglomerate, waved me to join her. We’d both gone to NYU; although, Marianne was a few years older than me and had gotten her degree in journalism. Her father had made her work for one of his magazines while in college, and as soon as she’d graduated, she was brought on staff. However, she’d busted her ass to make her way to editor-in-chief. While her father gave her the start, he wasn’t one to promote his own daughter over someone more qualified and had left it to the head of that magazine label to choose the new editor based on merit. Marianne had still earned the promotion. Her work over the years had spoken for itself.

    I met her halfway, and she gave me a one-armed hug. “How are you doing? I’ve called, but I haven’t heard from you since the memorial service. I’m sorry for not making more of an effort.”

    “I’m the one who should be sorry, Marianne. I’ve been so overwhelmed learning about the company and keeping up with the café that I’ve neglected everything but business. Until recently, it’s been all I can do to get into the bakery kitchen a couple of times a week. Thank heavens for Charlotte, my assistant—she’s been a godsend. She can bake everything we offer and direct the staff with no help from me, so she’s been running the bakery.” I’d met Charlotte Lu at Cordon Bleu in London, and we’d hit it off like we’d been friends for decades rather than a few months. She’d moved to New York after we’d both received our certificates. Zio hadn’t blinked at me hiring who I felt was the best person to be my right hand. In fact, after a ten-minute video call, he hadn’t hesitated to approve my choice.

    “But you won’t be running both businesses day to day, will you? After all, the Buttercream Beanery was your brainchild, not your uncle’s.”

    “The bookstore has a management staff. We’re in the process of mapping what will happen in the future. I will likely spend my mornings running the bakery and café, then spend an hour or two in the afternoon tending to some of the business of the bookstore. Zio didn’t spend much more than that. He’d delegated most of his responsibilities during the past ten or so years of his life. He just liked hearing the latest and being a part of the ordering decisions. He’d stayed on top of what was up and coming.”

    “Just like you.”

    I shrugged. “I do try, but I have to give my management team a ton of credit. We all keep our ears and noses to the ground for any rumor of something amazing coming down the pipeline.”

    “I’m sure your uncle would’ve understood if you kept to the café and bakery side of the business.”

    With a sigh, I shook my head. “I don’t know about that. After I had the café up and running, Zio brought me to these charity functions and insisted I meet everyone. He’d call me to the meetings where they discussed book orders and new releases. He’s been preparing me for this since he brought me into the business. I was just too blind to see his intentions for what they were.

    “Did you know he bought a smaller building in the East Village and intended to open another store?”

    Marianne’s forehead creased. “Are you going to carry through with his plans?”

    “I don’t know,” I said and bit my bottom lip for a moment. “I feel like we’re sandwiched in by Pemberley Books. They own most of the big bookstores when you leave Manhattan. I don’t even know if I should make an attempt. I found out a month ago that they’ve been watching and waiting for me to fail so they can buy Novel Books for a song.”

    “You’re kidding,” said Marianne. “How’d you even find that out?”

    “My sister Jane of all people. When the lawsuit she’d filed in an attempt to gain part of Zio’s estate failed, she was furious and told me. I think it was for shock value, but you’d be proud of me. I didn’t so much as flinch.”

    My long-time friend put a hand on my shoulder. “But you haven’t failed. From what I can tell, business is better than ever. I absolutely love the Halloween story time event you’ve started—and promoting it through the local schools was brilliant. My sister took my niece on Saturday, and she raved about it.” I’d mentioned the idea during one of our management meetings, and the idea had flourished from there. On weekends in the month of October, we had employees, children’s authors, and even actors who would dress to the theme of whatever book they were meant to read and set up in a corner of the children’s department. The turnout had been amazing. Every few hours, we had dozens of kids who would appear dressed as everything from a cat to a Marvel character to a terrifying witch.

    “It’s been a lot of fun. I’m reading one of the weekends before Halloween. I can’t wait.”

    Marianne glanced over my shoulder. “Oh, my father is giving me the ‘help’ signal. He’s been caught by Cruella de Bourgh.”

    I laughed, and not so softly, at her name for Catherine de Bourgh. My uncle had mentioned Mrs. de Bourgh here and there. As anyone could imagine by the nickname, she was not known for her kindness.

    “I haven’t met her yet.”

    “Do yourself a favor,” said Marianne. “Make an effort not to.”

    I held my breath so I wouldn’t snort in response as she kissed my cheek and rushed off. I pivoted on my heel glancing around the room. Marianne had stepped next to her father and was smiling and nodding to an imperious-looking woman with grey hair that was pulled back in a severe bun. She held a cane with one knobby hand while she dipped her chin with the air of a queen. Poor Marianne.

    As I pivoted to take in the room, I sighed. This was the first event without Zio. Hopefully, I didn’t look as lost as I felt. I could do this! 

    I drew myself up and began walking toward the bar. I would pretend I owned the place—I would act as though I was in the café, except I’d never wear a couture evening gown in the café. My usual attire was leggings or jeans and a t-shirt when I was baking. If I worked the front, I usually wore jeans and a bakery polo. Now, standing here in a floor-length, fitted silver sheath gown with a halter neck and gunmetal beading, I was out of my depth. The vintage store down the street had called me the moment they’d gotten this piece, and I couldn’t argue with the price—not when I could never bring myself to buy a similar dress brand new. Nothing was out of place with the gown. It was me who was convinced I shouldn’t be here.

    After speaking briefly with two friends of my grandfather, I searched for the ladies’ room. Maybe a moment with fewer people around would allow me to gather myself. I used the facilities and washed my hands before stepping in front of one of the large mirrors to ensure I had no toilet paper stuck to my heel, or my seam wasn’t hopelessly twisted around my body.

    I took one more deep breath, exhaled, and opened the door to step into the large corridor. I’d taken no more than a couple of steps when I was bumped into from behind. My foot slipped to the side on my strappy heels, and my hands shot out to brace myself as I fell. However, the blow never came. Instead, strong arms wrapped around me, and the next thing I knew, I was hauled back to my feet.

    “I’m sorry. I should’ve been looking where I was going.”

    A pain shot through my ankle, and I winced. “It was an accident. No harm, no foul, you know.”

    The man straightened from picking his phone and my clutch up from the carpet, and my entire body froze at the first glimpse of his crystal blue eyes. Holy hotness, Batman! No sooner had he handed me the clutch than I clenched it to keep from fanning myself. 

    “Are you hurt?” His watered-down English accent washed over me. I could’ve melted at the mellow baritone he possessed, but instead, I cleared my throat and glanced down to my feet.

    “I don’t think so.” I took a step back and almost lost my balance when my foot slid from the sole of my shoe. My arms nearly burst into flames when he steadied me.

    I lifted my foot. “One of the straps on my heel broke. I can’t wear them like this.” I started to hobble over to a chair, and he wrapped an arm around me to steady me. 

    When I sat and began to remove both shoes, he backed up a little.  “You mean don’t mean to walk around the gala with bare feet, do you?”

    “You act like the floors are filthy. Besides,” I cupped my hand like I was going to tell him a secret, “they’ll be hidden by my dress. No one will know.” I’d stage whispered in a tone that would’ve made my mother proud.

    His eyebrows lifted while I unbuckled the straps on the good shoe. I’d had these heels for a few years and had used them often since silver matched just about everything. I suppose they were doomed to fail at some point. The timing was unfortunate, but what could I do? It wasn’t like I had a spare pair of shoes in my tiny clutch. I’d also break my ankle if I tried to wear them around the gala.

     “Why even carry one of those? They seem rather useless?”

    When I looked up, he was pointing to my bag that sat next to me on a side table. Although, it was more of a case since it had a clasp and wasn’t soft. “I have an ID, a little cash, a credit card, and some lip gloss in case of emergency.”

    “Lip gloss,” he said dryly.

    “No self-respecting girl would leave home without it.”

    I stood once I’d taken off my heels and grabbed my clutch. As soon as I’d tossed the shoes in a gold trash can near the ladies’ room door, I ensured my feet were hidden by the hem of my gown. “See, no one will know.”

    He stared down at where my bare feet were concealed. “This is all my fault. I know it won’t make up for the shoes, but can I buy you a drink?”

    I squashed my inner teenager who was jumping up and down at the hot guy offering her a drink. She would ruin everything. “That would be lovely, thank you.”

    When he held out his arm for me to take, I bit my cheek. A gentleman? How many men offered their arm these days? My uncle would’ve, but like I said, these days.

    I slipped my hand into the crook, the expensive fabric of his coat tickling my palm. When we reached the bar, he waved down a bartender and leaned over to me. “What would you like?”

    My eyes wandered over the selections. Zio and I always ordered Scotch at these functions, and it seemed appropriate to continue the tradition, particularly when my scan stopped on a familiar dark brown label. “The Balvenie seventeen-year double wood, please.”

    Again, the man’s eyebrows shot up on his forehead. “You drink Scotch?”

    “Mostly when I come to events like this,” I said, arching my brow to meet his look.

    His lips quirked up on one side. “I’m Will.” He held out his hand.

    “Just Will?”

    One of his shoulders lifted. “For tonight, yes. If you don’t mind.” He leaned over the bar and ordered. 

    When he straightened, I tilted my head. “Then I’m Liz.” I couldn’t explain why I’d given him that nickname. No one called me Liz. My family had always called me Elizabeth, except for Zio, of course, and in England, everyone had called me Lizzy. I hadn’t minded. That was the beginning of a new life, so the change seemed appropriate. Now my friends and employees all called me Lizzy.

    “So, how often do you come to these things?” asked Will.

    A laugh spluttered from my chest. “I’m sorry, but was that meant to be a pick-up line?”

    He frowned for a moment, then his expression lightened a little. “Not exactly. Call it genuine curiosity.”

    “This is the first I’ve attended by myself. If I’m being honest, I miss the company and feel kind of lost on my own.”

    The bartender put my drink beside me, and I curled my fingers around the glass, the familiar weight of it as I lifted soothing some of that unease in my chest.

    “I suppose your excuse is better than mine.”

    “What’s that?” Now my curiosity was piqued.

    “I despise galas and balls and having to put on a polite face. I’d rather write a check and be done with it.” Will held his glass out, and I met it with mine. “To new acquaintances.”

    “Not quite acquaintances you could say. It’s not like we’re giving each other much about ourselves.”

    He lifted a shoulder. “I suppose if you consider identity, you’re correct. That doesn’t mean we aren’t sharing our true feelings on other matters.”

    We both sipped our drinks, and I closed my eyes for a moment to savor the warm vanilla notes that lingered on my tongue. When my eyes opened, Will watched me with a strange look in his eyes.

    “What is it?” I asked.

    He shook his head. “Nothing. Forgive me. I know very few women who drink Scotch much less seem to enjoy it as you just did.”

    “Perhaps I have a more refined palate than most women you know.” I allowed a small smile. Yes, I was flirting just a bit. I couldn’t deny this man looked like he’d just stepped from the pages of a GQ tuxedo spread. The designer tux he was wearing fit him to perfection, and his mahogany curls were a little long but were swept back some, allowing a view of his handsome face. I could stare at him for hours—if I wouldn’t make an idiot of myself.

    He glanced around the room. “The ballroom is becoming crowded. Would you like to go to the balcony?”

    I tore my gaze from him to where people were beginning to gather around the bar. “Yes, I think I’d like that.”

    He offered his hand to help me weave out of the crowd and held the glass door open for me when we exited the room. The cool air of the evening hit me, and I let it wash over my skin. The ballroom had become warmer since I’d arrived, which wasn’t surprising with the number of people who’d entered since I’d left for the ladies’.

    “Are you cold?” He set down his drink on the stone balustrade and reached for the button on his coat.

    “No.” I held out my hand for him to stop. “It’s nice out tonight. I promise I’m not cold.”

    He nodded and picked up his drink. “You’ll tell me if that changes?”

    “But if you give me your jacket, you’ll be cold.”

    “I’d still be wearing a long-sleeved shirt. Your shoulders are bare. What kind of a gentleman would I be if I let them become goosebumped?”

    I laughed. “Goosebumped? Is that a word?”

    “I don’t know, but it is now.” He gave a full smile this time. He was attractive before, but with those dimples peeking from his cheeks, he was every woman’s book fantasy—the image in their mind of the handsome leading man. He’d be my perfect adult version of Gilbert Blythe—like after Gilbert and Anne married in Anne’s House of Dreams. God, I loved Gilbert!

    Okay! Next Chapter comes on Wednesday with my sale announcement on Austen Variations! Don’t forget to stop by and check it out!

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  • Montford Cousins Update!

    September 30th, 2024

    It’s almost October, and let’s talk Montford Cousins! As you may already know, Worthy in Every Way is out on Kindle, KU, and paperback. I’m hoping all of you who’ve read it have enjoyed it. If you’ve been waiting for the entire series to be published, you’re in luck! This is the final book, so if you go to the Amazon page, you can find all of the books listed on that page.

    This morning, I’m proofing the first 15 minutes, which due wanting to check all of the voices, Deborah Balm (who produced the last 4 Montford Cousin books) is performing Worthy in Every Way. I’m looking forward to hearing the entire book. What I’ve heard of the first two chapters is as excellent as the previous books. I’m fully expecting this audiobook to come out in November.

    You might ask that now, with the Montford Cousins all matched and wed, what do I have planned? Well, I’ve been working on a modern variation. I’ve often needed a reset of sorts after several Regency variations. This time was no different. I fully plan to write another Regency Darcy and Elizabeth variation after this current book.

    Stay tuned for more!

    Happy Reading!

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  • Book preview and cover reveal: Chapter 1: Worthy in Every Way

    August 29th, 2024

    It’s been a while ladies and gentlemen, but I’ve had a busy late summer. Firstly, I never had the opportunity to share here that Worthy of her Love is now out in audiobook! I’ll have a sample after the chapter for you to try. In the meantime, Georgiana’s story is finally written and almost ready to see the light of day. I can’t wait for you to read it and see what you think. In the meantime, if you didn’t get to read the prologue, click this link to read Tuesday’s post at Austen Variations. Once you’ve done that, simply scroll down for chapter 1!

    I don’t have the paperback cover yet since I haven’t formatted it (You have to have the page count for the spine width), but I do have the Kindle cover. I hope you like it!! In the book there are a couple of scenes with a field of poppies, so I depicted that on the cover.

    Note: Charles mostly uses sign language (which had been around for a long time by this point) to communicate. Since he lost his hearing almost 30 years into his life, he still has the use of his voice, although his voice has changed. From my research, most who lose their hearing end up with a monotone voice. Due to this, Charles does not typically use his voice in front of anyone but Henry, Jane, and his valet. For that reason and to help the reader know when he is signing and when he is speaking, the font is normal, he is signing and in italics when he is speaking aloud.

    Chapter 1

    14th April 1815

    “Good morning, Miss Darcy. Welcome to Albemarle House,” said Bates with a warm smile. “I understand you are removing to Hemel Hill with His and Her Grace.”

    “Yes, I am indeed. Mr. and Mrs. Darcy and the children departed for Nottinghamshire this morning with the Greenes and their children.” They planned to break their journey at Dereham, then continue on to Pemberley in a fortnight. Georgiana was not sure why Jane required her aid with the new baby, but her sister had insisted Jane needed her desperately. She could never abandon dear, sweet Jane, so here she was. She adored children, so any assistance she could provide with Clarissa or even Juliana and Emmeline, the duke’s children from his first wife, would be welcome.

    “Of course, miss. The duke and duchess have yet to come down, but Lord Bath is at breakfast should you like to join him.” The earl had been Lord Charles when she had first met him. Of course, the death of Simon, his elder brother and the former Lord Bath, had meant Lord Charles assumed the title since it was separate from the dukedom. These things happened from time to time, yet this one would require more adjustment. The former Lord Bath was not a good man. 

    “I shall join Lord Bath then, thank you.”

    The butler brought her to a small room with windows that curved outward and gave a lovely view of the garden behind. When she entered, Lord Bath stood and bowed as Bates pulled out a chair across from the earl. After she thanked Bates, she clasped her hands in her lap. Why did this gentleman sitting opposite from her rile her nerves so? He could not hear, but that did not matter. In essentials, he was no different from any other gentleman. 

    “Good morning, Lord Bath, I hope you are well.” she said, speaking with both her hands and her voice.

    He tilted his head. “Where did you learn that?”

    “My brother and his wife have been working with a master who came highly recommended from His Grace.”

    “Mr. Creasy?”

    “Yes, he has been kind enough to let me join. I still stumble and it is difficult to remember every…” Speaking of stumbling!

    She bit her lip and was about to place her palm to her forehead when the earl lifted his eyebrows. He spelled then signed “word.”

    “Yes, word.” She nodded. “My brother enjoys speaking to you on matters of estate management, and since you will be a part of our family party in the future, we would not want to see you left out of the conversations around you.”

    His Adam’s apple bobbed, he blinked several times quickly, then nodded. Was he overcome? He would not receive a great deal of consideration from most, so if he was, his feelings were understandable. She poured herself coffee. Her distraction would give him a moment to compose himself.

    He pointed to her cup. “You do not drink tea?”

    “I do, but mostly in the afternoon and evening. Lizzy has converted me to coffee in the morning.”

    One side of his lip quirked. “I hear she enjoys brandy. Do you partake of the gentleman’s drinks as well?”

    “Lizzy drinks brandy, and my cousin Nicholas’s wife partakes of whiskey—she is Irish—but I have yet to try brandy, or whiskey for that matter.” Georgiana spelled the words she did not know. When she had a moment, she took a muffin from a plate and spread jam upon it before taking a bite. In her nervousness to stay with Jane and her family, she had not eaten that morning. Doing so now might not have been the best idea, but she would try.

    Lord Bath returned to his food but mostly picked at what was on his plate. After a quarter hour in such an attitude, Jane finally entered with her husband behind her.

    “Oh, Georgiana, forgive me. We overslept and took a tray in our sitting room. No one told us you had arrived.”

    “Where is Clarissa?”

    “Sleeping in her cradle for the moment,” said His Grace. “We did not want to disturb her before it was necessary.”

    Jane glanced between the earl and Georgiana. “Have the two of you eaten?” she asked aloud and with her hands.

    “Yes, I was not too hungry, so I had a muffin and some coffee. That should suit me for now.” She spoke as best as she could with her hands so Lord Bath could follow.

    With a grin, Jane shook her head. “You have become too much like Lizzy.”

    Georgiana pursed her lips. “Not too much. I could never be as forthright and witty as she is.”

    “I believe you could if you wished it,” said Jane.

    “Your Grace, the carriage is in front of the house. Your trunks are loaded, and the servants’ carriage awaits them in the mews.”

    The housekeeper entered with the small bundle of Jane’s new babe in her arms. “I took the liberty of bringing your little lady to you, Your Grace. ’Twas so nice to have a babe in the house. I shall miss it.”

    “Here, I should like to hold her if you do not mind.” With a slight lurch forward, Georgiana reached for Clarissa and took the small babe, cradling her with care to her chest. As soon as the wee thing was secure in her arms, Georgiana could have wept. More than anything, she desired a family—children to care for as Lizzy and Fitzwilliam did Alexander and Sophie—but how was she supposed to trust her heart to a gentleman? Wickham had wanted her for her fortune similar to the way Mr. Bingley had desired Jane for hers. Somehow Jane had overcome those scars, but perhaps she had not cared for Mr. Bingley as Georgiana had been fooled into caring for Mr. Wickham. How was she to overcome her reticence with most gentleman? She could not imagine being so open with anyone.

    “She seems content in your arms,” said Jane, “but you have had plenty of practice with Alexander and Sophie.”

    The housekeeper turned her attention back to her mistress. “Lady Emmeline and Lady Juliana are having their breakfast. They will follow with Miss Fletcher.”

    “Good,” said Jane. “I know His Grace has business to attend at Hemel Hill, but I did not want the girls rushed this morning. If you have any issues or questions, do pen me a letter.” 

    After the housekeeper nodded, Jane hurried out on her husband’s arm. No sooner were they alone than Georgiana’s gaze met Lord Bath’s. What was he thinking? He was so unreadable all of the time. Here and now, he did no more than stare at her while the baby slept in her embrace. With a start, he held out his arm for her to go ahead of him, and she followed Jane and her duke with Lord Bath close behind her. The flesh of her back prickled. She had never experienced such a sensation before. Why would it happen now?

    *******

    No matter how he tried not to cease staring, Charles could not rip his gaze from the sight of Miss Georgiana Darcy holding his niece. What was it about this lady that disconcerted him so? He had been in company with her and her family more than once since Henry wed Jane, but he had not truly spoken to her until that night in the library—the night when Clarissa was born. That was the evening Miss Darcy had requested he teach her to sign, but what was he to make of her learning on her own? No, he would not consider it. As soon as he lost his hearing, he became unmarriageable. No lady—not even one reputed to be as timid and sweet as Miss Darcy would want him now.

    Since that night in the library, he had taken great pains to avoid her company. When he knew she would be coming, he hid away in his sitting room with a book or rode Rotten Row. Most of the time, she called before the fashionable hour, so the Row was not crowded. Without his hearing, navigating the usually busy stretch of dirt track would be dangerous indeed.

    His brother helped the ladies into the carriage then took his own seat before Charles climbed in and sat beside him. Thank heavens propriety demanded Jane sit beside Miss Darcy lest he be so close to her. He was attracted to her, but she was the maiden relation of his sister-in-law. He could not act on his desires.

    At a light pat to his forearm, his head darted from the floor where he had trained his gaze.

    “Are you well?” asked Jane, her mouth moving with her hands.

    He nodded, but when the carriage began to move, he dropped his head back into the squabs and closed his eyes. The next couple of hours would be long with Miss Darcy in the carriage. Rather than attempt to join their conversations, he would sleep, or feign sleeping, whichever he could manage.

    *******

    Once they had all stepped down from the carriage, Charles followed his brother and the ladies towards the house. Jane hastened upstairs with Clarissa while the housekeeper, Mrs. Deaton, showed Miss Darcy to her own rooms, leaving him with his brother.

    Unfortunately, Henry tugged at his forearm before Charles could disappear to his sitting room. “I wish to speak to you.”

    His brother the door closed behind them after they entered the study. “You are avoiding Miss Darcy, are you not?”

    Avoiding Miss Darcy? Of course he was avoiding her. Henry was aware of his aversion to people—aside from his close family that was. Why did he seem to believe Charles would do anything different today?

    “Come now. You never sleep in the carriage. I am not stupid.” Well, that part was true.

    “What does it matter if I eschew her company? I shall see her at meals and be as polite as possible, as I was this morning, but why must I spend any more time with her than necessary? She is Jane’s guest, not mine.” Unlike when he was in company, he used his voice. Henry had heard it as it continued to alter, so no reason existed for him to be silent with his brother and Jane.

    Henry leaned back against his desk. “Miss Darcy is also exceedingly shy and uncomfortable around those she does not know well. She enjoys riding, as do you. Since I need to attend to some business of the estate, I cannot show her the property, but you can.”

    After narrowing his eyes, Charles shook his head. “I thought her here to be of aid to Jane and the baby. When would she have time to ride?”

    “She is not a nursemaid, and Jane will not require her every moment of every day. I do intend to take Jane to the grotto in the next week or so. The place is a special one for us, and I do not want that tarnished by what happened there.” Two men had ambushed Jane’s footmen just outside the exit and chased a very heavy with child Jane until they caught her and abducted her. “We had hoped Miss Darcy would watch Clarissa for us then and when Jane is required to attend her household duties, but otherwise, she will be tasked with entertaining herself.”

    “Does she not have a companion?”

    His brother took a deep breath and pinched the bridge of his nose. When his hand dropped, his shoulders mirrored the movement. “From what Darcy told me, her companion wed a local landowner a year ago—a country squire from what he described. Miss Darcy opted not to have another.”

    “You and Jane are playing matchmaker.”

    “Charles—”

    “Do you think me ignorant? Do remember that I lost my hearing, not my wits.” Why would he do this? Why would Jane do this? Why could they not let him live his life in peace? One day, when he left this world, he would bequeath his title and lands to Henry’s younger son…if Henry ever had a son.

    “I am very aware you did not lose your wits, Brother, but you have lost your confidence. I remember a man who would flirt with the ladies at balls and who, from time to time, even sowed his wild oats with a widow or two. You are not so changed—not in essentials.”

    “But why would she wish to be tied to a man no one respects?”

    “I respect you,” said Henry, accentuating his statement with a pound to his chest. “Jane respects you. Darcy and Greene speak highly of you as do their wives and Lord and Lady Richmond. Do you honestly believe Jane would introduce you to a lady who would think less of you because you do not hear?”

    Charles sank into the chair by the fire. “I visited Mrs. Chapman.”

    Henry frowned and crossed his arms over his chest. “When was this?”

    “Before Jane’s abduction.” He dropped his head back and closed his eyes. “She has always been a compassionate lady, so I thought to try speaking to her when…” At a touch to his arm, he opened his eyes.

    “Did she ridicule you?”

    “No, I could not speak—I had no need to speak. I only ever visited Mrs. Chapman for one reason, and she was pleased to see me, so once I bowed in greeting, we adjourned upstairs.” He shook his head. He and Mrs. Chapman had been friends for a few years. She had lost her husband after a fall from a horse and had never intended to marry again. During a house party at a neighbouring estate, she had invited him to her bedchamber. He had not refused. They were not together often, but when they found themselves both in town, or found each other at some event in the country, they indulged.

    He shook his head. “I could not bring myself to try to say a word. All I could do is worry that if I made a sound, she would be repulsed. In the end, I could not do it.” He squeezed his eyes closed at the burn. No, he would not cry!

    Again, his brother touched his arm. “You never gave her a chance and were likely overcome by your fear of ridicule. That does not mean you will never again…”

    “Pray, do not say it.”

    Henry sat across from him and rested his elbows up on his knees. “Were you considering offering Mrs. Chapman your hand?”

    “No, I do not care for her in that way, and she would never accept it. She is a wealthy widow and as you know, fifteen years older than me.” Most thought her younger—hell, he had believed her to be younger when he first met her.

    Henry stood before him. “If I have naught but girls, the dukedom dies with one of us. You need to wed. We are not insisting you consider Miss Darcy but saw an opportunity to introduce two like-minded individuals.”

    “Like-minded how?” No lady would want to be shuttered away at Bathwick Abbey with him. They would wish to attend performances and plays in town, which no longer appealed to him, for obvious reasons.

    “According to Jane, she has always been uncomfortable around strangers and has no desire to spend time in town. She has been quite content to remain at Pemberley for the past several years.”

    “You should have consulted with me before you agreed to this scheme.” He would have never capitulated to it, which is surely why Henry and Jane never mentioned it, but why force this lady into his company when he did not want her there?

    “What are we supposed to do, Charles? You hide away from people more and more. The only reason you have come to know Darcy, Greene, and the Montfords is because you met them at the wedding, then were forced into their company when Jane was kidnapped. I do not want to see you lonely for the rest of your life. Would you wish that for me?”

    Charles scrubbed his face with his hands and rose. “I shall not court a lady just because you want me to. Do you understand? Now, I do not wish to discuss this further.”

    His brother tugged at his arm more than once, but Charles waved him off and departed. He strode upstairs and surely barked at his valet for his riding clothes—he could not know for certain if he barked, but Jennings had startled when he made the request. The assumption was reasonable.

    Once atop his mount, he turned the stallion in the direction of the west fields and urged him into a gallop. What he needed now was a good run to clear his head—to for a short time, purge all thoughts of his future, his lack of wife, and the candidate his brother and sister thrust into his notice from his mind. He could not think on any of that now. It was all too much.

    I hope you enjoyed the first chapter! Chapter 2 will be posted at Austen Variations on Tuesday and barring something major arising, I should have the release up by Thursday. I have a coaching conference next week, so it may go up earlier and the release celebration and final preview will still be on Thursday if that happens.

    Now, for that sample of Worthy of her Love!

    Now, as far as Georgiana and Charles go, I’m not sure what to think at this moment. Do you have any theories?

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  • FREE BOOKS!

    June 28th, 2024

    Today’s the day! 58 JAFF authors giving away books for free. It’s a great opportunity to load up your Kindle. Link and QR Code are below! Don’t miss out!

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  • Worthy of her Love Release Celebration!

    May 21st, 2024

    Happy Release Day!! Today is the release of Jane Montford (AKA Jane Bennet) and her duke. If you missed the first three chapters, you can read them at Austen Variations here: Chapter 1 or Chapter 2 or Chapter 3. Hurry over to Amazon as Worthy of her Love is now available in Kindle, Kindle Unlimited, and Paperback. That said,  we’re continuing the preview with Chapter 4 today!  Also, don’t forget to stick around for the end. That’s where the giveaway is!

    Today, we’re attending the opera! I hope you packed your opera glasses!

    Chapter 4

    Friday 18th of March 1814

    While Sutton wound the strand of pearls through her hair, Jane clenched her hands so she would not fidget. Tonight, her family was to attend the opera with the Duke of Albemarle; the very same gentleman who rushed to Richmond House a few days ago to retrieve his daughters. He was also the same gentleman whose hazel eyes sent a frisson through her when she had looked up to find him watching her with his intense stare. She had never experienced the like.

    “Are you looking forward to the performance this evening, Miss?”

    “I am indeed. I have heard Miss Catalani has a superior voice. I am eager to hear it.”

    “Well, your hair is perfect, if I do say so myself. Come, let us put on the last of your gown.”

    As soon as her overdress with the fern green bodice was fastened in the back, her maid handed her the ear drops to match her emerald necklace.

    “I am certain you will render the duke speechless.”

    With a smile, Jane shook her head. “He only made the invitation to thank us for being of aid to his daughters. I am certain he is simply being polite.” A duke would never consider her. She may have been the granddaughter of an earl, but a duke would not ignore the circumstances of her father—or his wife who had connexions to trade.

    “I did tell you the duke’s wife died in childbirth with the youngest, did I not? That was almost three years ago according to Mrs. Taylor, who overheard a maid from his household speaking of it at the butcher’s. He is a man of great fortune in need of a male heir to inherit his title.”

    Jane shook her head. “You sound like Mrs. Bennet. ‘A single man of good fortune is always in want of a wife.’ I believe she said those words when Mr. Bingley took possession of Netherfield.” Mr. Bingley! What a catastrophe that had been! He had departed Hertfordshire without a word—at least until he learnt of her connexions and fortune. She could only be thankful her grandfather prevented the young man’s pursuit. In the end, Mr. Bingley had been killed in a duel with the father of his mistress. She was better off without him.

    “Oh, my. Mrs. Bennet really said that? From what I understand of the woman, I should be appalled, should I not?” Sutton had replaced the maid Jane had at Longbourn two years ago so had never met Mrs. Bennet.

    “She was awful to Lizzy and could be embarrassing. I oft times pretended not to take notice of her behaviour. I wanted to believe she desired the best for us.”

    Sutton winced. “I only meant to say the duke is an eligible prospect. Forgive me if I reminded you of memories you wished to forget.”

    “No, all is well. I am certain he is a most eligible prospect, but I doubt he has any intention of courtship with me. I am certain a higher connected lady would be more to his choosing anyhow. Lizzy said often that she would be a spinster who taught my ten children to play the pianoforte very ill indeed. I am beginning to believe that will be my fate instead of hers.”

    “You are such a handsome lady, Miss Montford. I am certain that could not be.”

    With a forced smile, Jane pulled on her long gloves. “I do thank you for the compliment, yet I cannot deny what is. Gentlemen call once or twice then decide on another lady. In the past year, three have called upon me then wed the next lady they were rumoured to be calling upon—and Mr. Bingley did not want me for me…and then he died.  Something is wanting, but I do not know what it is.” How she despised considering what was amiss—why so many gentlemen did not want her. Even now, her chest ached.

    Sutton took her hands. “Naught is wanting but them. A gentleman will fall in love with you one day. I am certain of it.”

    “I hope you are right.” Jane collected her reticule and glanced back over her shoulder at her maid before she departed the room. As she descended the stairs, voices filled the hall below. Mr. Gideon’s distinctive accent was one of them as well as her grandfather’s deep tone. The duke’s was the third, but she had never heard the last.

    When she entered, her grandfather stood with the duke and another gentleman. When the duke turned his hazel eyes on her, that same sensation of falling filled her belly. She clutched her reticule so she would not press her palm to her stomach.

    “You remember my granddaughter, Your Grace.”

    “Of course.” He bowed. “Miss Montford, ’tis lovely to see you again.” The gentleman with the duke rapped him on the arm, making the duke slap his hand away. “Yes, yes, I have not forgotten about you. Miss Montford, may I present my brother Lord Charles Granville.”

    She curtseyed. “I am pleased to meet you, Lord Charles.”

    Lord Charles gave a wide grin while he bowed. “I assure you the pleasure is mine, Miss Montford. My dullard of a brother neglected to mention your beauty. I shall need to reprimand him for that oversight. The gentleman who has you on his arm this evening will be a fortunate man indeed.”

    The duke chuckled and shook his head. “My brother is often insufferable. Should he become a bother, pray, let me know. I shall ensure he is properly humbled.”

    Jane glanced between the two and could not help but let one corner of her lips tug upward. “I am certain Lord Charles will behave. If he does not, my cousin Lord Hatton is capable of insufferable behaviour as well, so I assure you I am accustomed to responding to inanity, and they will have company in their ridiculousness.”

    “There you are,” said Lord Charles. “She will put me in my place should I deserve it. Does that satisfy you?”

    With a laugh, her grandfather held out an arm towards the drawing room. “Perhaps we should be seated while we await the remainder of our party.”

    “I am here, my dear,” said Grandmamma. When she reached Grandpapa, she looped her hand through his arm as was her wont. “Have Nicholas and Fiona not joined us yet?”

    “You must forgive my grandson, Lord Charles. As I told your brother last we met, my grandson, Lord Hatton, and his wife were married late in the summer and still behave as though they were wed a month ago rather than a little more than six months ago.”

    The duke nodded. “They are fortunate to have found such a match.”

    Jane’s hands, which were joined at her reticule, held each other a bit tighter. “I agree. We should all be so fortunate as to find a love match.”

    “Forgive us,” said Nicholas. He and Fiona were descending the stairs as he called. “The fault is my wife’s. I believe she changed her mind about her gown four times before allowing her maid to dress her.”

    Fiona gasped and slapped her husband’s arm with her fan. “You are uncharitable as well as telling a falsehood. You were—” Fiona snapped her mouth shut and reddened. Jane pressed her lips together so she would not laugh. The pair had just confirmed her grandfather’s assertions.

    “Will you introduce us, Lord Richmond?”

    “Of course, Your Grace. Henry Granville, Duke of Albemarle, and Lord Charles Granville, may I present Nicholas Montford, Viscount Hatton, and his wife, Lady Fiona.”

    After everyone bowed and curtseyed, the duke turned to Grandpapa. “Pray, you may call me Albemarle. Your family has proven to be a friend to mine. I see no reason to keep such formality between us.”

    “I thank you.”

    “I agree,” said Lord Charles. “I am exceedingly appreciative of Miss Montford’s actions in the park. My nieces might have been lost to us without her intervention.”

    Jane waved her hand. “Pray, I do not deserve such praise. I was pleased to be of aid to them.”

    The duke held out his arm towards the front door. “Shall we go?”

    As soon as she stepped out into the cool air, she lifted her head much in the manner that Lizzy always had. Now that she was the only Montford cousin not wed, she led a certain solitary life and had learnt to appreciate many of Lizzy’s quirks. Jane was not necessarily lonely, but living under the same roof as two happy couples tended to leave one to their own devices at times.

    “Miss Montford, perhaps you would prefer to ride with us?—with your grandmother or grandfather, of course.” Lord Charles shot a crooked grin at his brother as he spoke. “With it being just the two of us, we shall have the room.”

    Her grandmother lifted her eyebrows. “Hugh, you should accompany Janey.”

    “Come, Janey,” said Grandpapa. “Let us see how well sprung the carriage of a duke is.”

    Her grandfather accompanied them while Nicholas and Fiona stepped toward the equipage with the Richmond crest along with Grandmamma. As soon as they were seated in the duke’s coach, she glanced around. The insides were not much different than her grandfather’s, although the fabric on the seats was plusher and they were more cushioned. “Not a great deal different.”

    “Not at all, my dear,” he said.

    “There! We shall be a very merry party on the ride,” said Lord Charles.

    The duke entered and, once he was settled, rapped his walking stick on the ceiling.

    Jane situated her reticule upon her lap. “I hope your daughters are well since their ordeal. Have you discovered what happened to your servants?”

    Both the duke’s and his brother’s expressions altered. The younger’s lips flattened together while the duke shifted in his seat. “The girls’ governess was found after we returned home. She was beaten badly and left in a cluster of trees. We have yet to find the footmen.”

    His brother cleared his throat. “We are particularly concerned one of the two may have been part of the scheme.”

    “Not both?” asked her grandfather.

    “One is quite devoted to my brother, who paid for a physician to attend the young man’s mother as well as gave her a position at his estate. His sister is also a maid at Albemarle House and just as loyal. We both consider it unlikely he was part of it, so we are more than a little concerned for why he has not reappeared.”

    She pressed her hand to her chest. “I can imagine. He has no reason to defy you. I am grieved indeed to discover this was more than a simple misunderstanding.”

    “Sutton and Matthew were wise to rush your return to Richmond House.” Grandfather spoke in low tones, yet not so soft the duke and his brother would not hear them.

    “They were wise indeed,” said the duke.

    The response to Jane’s question seemed to hang like a pall over the group until their coach approached the theatre. The gentlemen alighted, and when she made to step down, the proffered hand did not belong to her grandfather but to the duke.

    “Your grandfather is helping your grandmother.”

    Jane accepted the gloved hand, her insides a quivering mess. Once both of her feet were upon the firm surface of the road, she rested her hand upon the duke’s arm, which he had held out for her to take. What if he could discern the trembling of her hand upon his sleeve? How mortifying would that be?

    “I hope you will forgive me for casting a dark cloud over the beginning of our evening.”

    He shook his head while he led her towards the entrance. “You have done nothing that requires forgiveness. Your concern for my daughters does you credit. We would not be together tonight if you had not made pains to help them. Do not apologise for caring. Too many in this world care for none but themselves. ’Tis refreshing to meet a lady who would make such an effort for a stranger.”

    Something about his tone made some of the disquiet in her settle, though only a small portion. “Truly, Your Grace, I never considered ensuring their well-being to be making any great effort on my part. Coming to their aid was what any decent person should do. Besides, they are lovely children, and I enjoyed spending the morning with them.”

    “That is good,” he said, “because they have asked for you to visit them several times since. If you would prefer to not continue the acquaintance, I understand, but they—”

    “I shall speak to my grandmother. When would be the best time to call, do you think?” They were such sweet little girls. How could she not want to spend time with them?

    “Mornings would be best. As you are aware, Juliana naps in the afternoon, and she would be upset to know she missed you.”

    Jane allowed a small smile. “I understand. If I was in her position, I would be upset if a visitor called and I slept through the excitement.”

    “As it was, she was quite put out when she awoke to find herself at home. She was dismayed at not being able to say goodbye.”

    The sweet dear! “Perhaps we can organise the particulars at dinner when my grandmother is present. I am certain she would allow me to come with Sutton, but I would not want to make a promise I cannot keep.”

    “Do not make yourself uneasy. I would not have you make plans without your grandparents’ consent.”

    When they entered the theatre, the lobby was filled to the brim with those awaiting the performance. Since the Season had just begun, most of the fashionable set had arrived in town during the last fortnight and that fact was certainly evident tonight. Lord Charles stood in front of them while her grandparents as well as Nicholas and his wife entered behind them. One of the duke’s servants took their coats and hastened away.

    As they began to make their way through the throng, Jane stiffened as a great many of those in attendance turned their heads to stare in their direction. Some whispered to those around them, their audience expanding until most of the room made no effort to conceal their interest in the duke and his party.

    “I fear I have yet to attend the theatre since my wife’s death. It seems I am a curiosity.”

    Lord Charles peered over his shoulder. “Most have naught to consume their time besides gossip, as I am sure Miss Montford knows.”

    They climbed the stairs to the floor with the boxes. The Marquess and Marchioness of Ormonde stood off to one side with a couple Jane did not recognise in addition to Lady Vranes, who dipped her head to acknowledge her. Both the marchioness and Lady Vranes were great friends of their family.

    The low murmur from the level below filtered up the stairs, meaning the crowd had ceased their staring and likely returned to their discussions of the latest tittle-tattle, which now, without a doubt, included them.

    “I hope you were not made uneasy by their scrutiny. I was remiss in not foreseeing this and warning you of the possibility. If you would prefer, we can await the performance in my box and away from the crush out here.” The duke’s warm breath coasted over her ear while he spoke sending a frisson through her. When had he leaned in? Before she could answer, Nicholas and Fiona accompanied by her grandparents stepped over to greet their friends. “Unless you would prefer to join your cousin—”

    The duke’s gaze darted to the side, making Jane look over her shoulder. Who was the gentleman? Something about him was familiar, but she had never met him before in her life.

    “Forgive me,” said the duke. “I was saying unless you would prefer to mingle with your cousin and his wife.”

    Lord Charles leaned closer to his brother. “What the devil is Simon doing here?”

    “We knew he was in town. Miss Catalani is a renowned soprano, and this was certain to be a major event. I should have considered that he would attend.” The duke turned once again so his mouth was not far from her ear. “Our brother is standing by the refreshments. We are not close, and I hope you will forgive my forwardness when I say this, but he is not to be trusted.”

    She allowed her gaze to dart once more in the direction of the gentleman of whom they spoke. Now that she had a second look, the familiarity she could not dismiss was the resemblance between him and his brothers. They all had similarly shaped eyes and their noses possessed an identical appearance, even if Lord Charles’s nose was slightly larger than the other two men.

    “I appreciate your warning, Your Grace. You can be assured that I shall remember your words.”

    Okay, one and all, I’m giving away 3 ebook copies of the Worthy of her Love to 3 lucky winners! Just leave me a comment below for the drawing.

    Don’t forget to go read as well! Kindle and Paperback links are here! The paperback cover is below!

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  • 2023 Wrap Up and What’s New in 2024!

    January 10th, 2024

    Happy New Year! Yes, I am well aware we’re 10 days into the new year, and I’m running a bit behind. December was a whirlwind of good and bad. I am blown over by the reviews on Catching Lizzy. Thank you to everyone who read and reviewed it. It was definitely a mood booster while I was ill over Christmas. Some virus decided it liked me, my husband, and my eldest daughter. They’re both over it, and the cough is still lingering with me. I do have my attention span back since that took a vacay while I was sick, but I admit to being lazy some days when the cough tries to make a come back.

    January arrived with the news that An Endeavour to be Worthy came in 3rd place in the 1st Annual Members’ Choice Audiobook Awards! I’m just tickled pink that everyone loved the audiobook enough to vote for it. I’m in the mood to celebrate, so I have 5 paperback copies of An Endeavour to be Worthy that I am giving away (US only due to the crazy cost of postage these days! Sorry!). Please note that these were the first paperbacks I received after publication and I forgot to put the title on the binding (my bad!) but I will sign the binding in Sharpie if you want :). Just let me know when you enter in the comments. For worldwide, I will give away 3 audiobook codes for An Endeavour to be Worthy and 3 audiobook codes for A Gentleman of Worth (the 2nd book in the series). In your comment, please let me know which giveaways you’re entering as well as what audiobook code you will need (US or UK).

    Now, to what’s coming! I’m thrilled to announce that Deborah Balm is currently working on narrating A Worthy Woman (3rd in the Montford Cousins series) and I hope it will be out next month. I also have Scarlett Mae Clarke currently working on Catching Lizzy. The first 15 minutes sounded great, and I’m looking forward to hearing more. She was doing great with drunk Lizzy so I’m really excited. I’ve also started working on Jane’s story. I’m over 20K words in and trying to get my pace back moving forward after the holidays.

    I have also been working on a real office of sorts! For the past two years, I’ve been using my old Ikea kitchen island as a computer table on one side of the kitchen. With my younger daughter now moved out and at college/university, I have repainted the room and bought a real desk and office chair. I’m currently planning on repainting some of my daughter’s old furniture to use in there as well. I still need to make a place for the printer!

    I’d love to hear about your holidays! Don’t forget to leave me a comment for the giveaway with which giveaways you’re entering and the market for the audiobook! Another chance to win will be on Monday at Austen Variations!

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  • Book Sale!

    December 1st, 2023

    Good morning! Can you believe it’s December already?! Well, I’m starting December with a sale. What better way is there to start the month? In the US and the UK, An Endeavour to be Worthy is $1.99 and A Gentleman of Worth is 99¢ until midnight December 3rd!

    If you don’t own these books on Kindle,
    now is the perfect time to pick them up for a great price!

    And if you have yet to read the 3rd book in the series, make sure you pick up A Worthy Woman, now out on Kindle, KU, and paperback!

    Happy Reading!

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  • Winners of the Catching Lizzy Giveaway

    November 25th, 2023

    Good morning! I hope everyone who celebrates had a happy Thanksgiving!

    Winners of the Catching Lizzy giveaway are:

    DarcyBennet

    Jeannette Kleman

    and

    trippy76

    Congratulations and happy reading!

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  • Catching Lizzy Release Celebration and Giveaway!

    November 20th, 2023

    Yes, I have no patience, but I figure no one will argue when I just up and release a book without warning. Catching Lizzy came out on Friday, and I’m thrilled with the feedback I’ve received so far. It’s not a long story, but it was just the light-hearted romp I needed after a few Regency stories in a row. The first reviews and ratings are in and it seems a lot of people enjoyed a low-angst feel good tale for the holidays.

    “L.L. Diamond has once again treated her readers to a delightfully feel-good story, that starts out with a hilarious situation followed by an unforgettable introduction. The story is funny, romantic, steamy, and sentimental. I got teary a couple of times, but only in joyous kind of way.” – Marie, Goodreads

    “Who doesn’t love a sweet holiday romance Darcy and Lizzy, his adorable 3-year-old, her BFF Richard…and kittens! “ – mainmom5, Amazon

    Thank you so much for reading and reviewing, ladies!!

    For those who have read or or going to read, I have a Pinterest inspiration board I used when writing. You can see the inspiration for Lizzy’s wedding gown and other fun bits. I love Pinterest when I’m writing. There’s no end to the fun stuff, not to mention inspiration, you can find.

    So, I’m still previewing Chapter 3 for those who haven’t read the story yet. If you haven’t read Chapter 1 or Chapter 2, click the links. After, I’m offering 3 ebooks of Catching Lizzy for 3 lucky winners, so don’t forget to comment to enter the drawing.

    Happy reading!

    Chapter 3

    I pulled into the long driveway and followed the winding path until we reached the house. After two hours on the road, Lizzy had awakened, and her semi-sober state had been too much. The bottle of Patròn now contained less than half, and my best friend was a giggling, crying mess—albeit rarely at the same time. She would one moment say something that made her start laughing hysterically, and the next, she would mention Faith or Jane or some other devastating consequence of today and dissolve into sobs.

    As we drew up to the garage, her eyes perked up. “Oooh, pretty.” Even I had to admit, my cousin’s house was impressive with the long, wooded driveway and its situation facing out over the lake. She hadn’t even seen the main façade of the property yet.

    “Grab the garage door opener out of the glove compartment, please.”

    Lizzy fumbled with the latch for a moment before the door dropped, and she startled. She brought the controller closer to her face and concentrated on the gadget like the fate of the free world depended on her pressing the button. After two attempts, the door opened.

    After she tossed the controller back into the glove compartment, she relaxed back into the seat and raised the bottle of Patròn to her lips yet again. Shit! I needed to slow her down. My cousin was going to have kittens!

    As soon as I had the truck inside, I reached over and took the bottle. “Whoa! Let’s slow down. I don’t want to have to carry you.”

    “You want some tequila?” She pushed the open bottle in front of my face. The familiar tang made my nose crinkle. I’d had a particularly bad experience with tequila a few years ago after a breakup. Other than the occasional margarita, I never touched the stuff.

    “No, but why don’t you let me hold it for you?”

    Thankfully, she passed the bottle of clear liquid over to me without argument, then peered down at her lap. “Where’s my phone?”

    “You threw it out the window a couple of hours ago. Don’t you remember?”

    She snorted and covered her nose for a moment. “Oh, yeah.” A fit of drunken giggles made her bend over at the waist.

    I hopped out to plug in the truck before making my way to her side of the vehicle. When I opened the passenger-side door, she all but fell on me, and I grabbed her to steady her on her feet. “Come on, let’s get you some water and a bed.”

    “I’m not ready to go to sleep yet. I have to finish the bottle of tequi… tequil… tequila.”

    “Sweetheart, I really don’t want to make a trip to the ER tonight. Why don’t we save the tequila for in the morning?” I’d be pouring it down the drain tonight, but she didn’t need to know that. 

    “Good idea, Dickie. I knew there was a reason I kept you around.” She lightly slapped her palms on my chest before she turned toward the door.

    I had an arm around her back as I supported her on unsteady legs into the house. “You keep me around because I’m your best friend. Who else will you get to shop with you for the perfect dress?”

    “Not Faith! She doesn’t like my fashion sense.”

    “Yes, well, Faith is a dumbass with an unhealthy addiction to lace.”

    Lizzy buried her nose in my neck and snort laughed. If I hadn’t already known she was wasted, that would’ve been a sure sign. “Did you see the suit she bought for the wedding?” Her head lolled onto my shoulder while she looked at me.

    “I did. She looked like a baby blue doily.”

    My friend grinned. “Lace blouse, lace covered coat, and lace covered skirt. There’s nothing Faith can’t find in lace. It’s an evil superpower.”

    No, Faith’s evil superpower was taking a beautiful and talented woman and reducing her to a self-conscious, approval-seeking mess. As much as Lizzy knew the truth for herself, I wasn’t going to beat her over the head by bringing all that up. She had to make the decision to stop allowing herself to be her mother’s punching bag once and for all, and I would be her staunchest supporter when that day came. I could only hope this was finally that day!

    When we reached the living room, Will Darcy, my cousin, stood with his arms crossed over his chest, the forbidding expression he was famous for pasted upon his face. “Richard, what in the hell is going on?”

    Lizzy dragged her head up. “Dickie, who’s the hottie with the stick up his ass? That scowl might just scare Faith, it’s so good.”

    I fought to keep from laughing when Will’s eyebrows rose high on his forehead. “You brought one of your drunk friends to my house?”

    “It’s a long story. Which room can I put her in?”

    “Are you sure she’s not going to vomit?”

    I glanced down at Lizzy, whose eyes appeared as though she was having a difficult time staying awake, but so far, she had no green around the gills. “I think she’s fine at the moment, but Mrs. R.’s puking pot would certainly not be refused.”

    Will’s jaw clenched and released. “Georgie’s upstairs, so you’ll need to bring her to a hotel.”

    “It’s after eight! Georgie’s asleep like the rule-following little mini-me she is. By the time your daughter wakes in the morning, Lizzy’ll be sober, and no doubt, nursing one heck of an alcohol and emotional hangover.”

    “Lizzy? You mean the Lizzy?”

    “Yes, the one you refused to ever meet.”

    My cousin’s foot began to tap in a furious rhythm upon the wood floor. “Because you were attempting to set us up. Don’t get any ideas, Richard. I’m not interested.”

    “Why would I want to be fixed up with a tight ass like you?” Lizzy swayed with a finger pointing at Will’s chest. “Geez, and I thought Bill could be a prick.” She flounced the skirt of her dress, then giggled again. “These bows are the most ludicrous thing I’ve ever seen.”

    “Is she wearing a wedding gown?”

    “What an astute observation! Yes, it’s a wedding dress. She ran out on her wedding today and needed a friend to help her get away so she could think. I brought her here because you’ve said I’m always welcome, and this is the perfect place for her to gain some perspective on her life. Now, can I take her upstairs before I have to carry her?”

    “I don’t feel so good.”

    This time, when I glanced down, she was green. Fuck!

    Before I could shuffle her into the half-bath down the hall, she folded over at the waist and puked all over my cousin’s bare feet. Will squeezed his eyes closed, his nose scrunched, and his lips pressed tightly together.

    “Will—”

    “Take her upstairs. Second door on the left. That room has an en-suite. You won’t be able to leave her alone tonight. She’ll need someone to watch over her to make sure she doesn’t get sick in her sleep. But I do want to talk to you after you get her settled in.”

    We turned at a gasp to my cousin’s nanny/housekeeper standing in the doorway. “Oh, sir! I’ll be back in a moment with some towels.”

    Lizzy slumped against me, and I groaned. “Crap! I guess I’m carrying her now.”

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